Dear ED,
I have know you for a long time now and even though your presence is slightly fading away, I am sure that I can never forget the days on which you made me weaker both physically and psychologically.
I thought that you were my best friend, but now I am aware that you have destroyed all the hours which I spent at home studying for my finals, all the friendships which I had built during my teen years and all the serenity and peace which I had within myself.
Right now, I am trying to heal all the bruises which you have left behind. I can tell you that it is not an easy task to perform. I struggle with your thoughts everyday and the more I get further from you, the more you try to make me aware of your presence. Whenever I resist your orders, you try to put me down again, but listen I have grown accustomed to your behaviours and now I know how to pull myself back together without your mean help.
Your presence made me lose so much of this life. Family dinners, sleepovers at my friends, trips abroad, school life, everything. You were so selfish. You made me lose my strength, intelligence, courage and hope. All you wanted was to see me horrible until I decided to burn you down in hell. It was not and still is not, the easiest choice.
Today I am a stronger self, both physically and psychologically. I do not want you to destroy my hard work. I have started studying again, I am going out more often and am working on building my career. I fight to live rather than exist.........
I have know you for a long time now and even though your presence is slightly fading away, I am sure that I can never forget the days on which you made me weaker both physically and psychologically.
I thought that you were my best friend, but now I am aware that you have destroyed all the hours which I spent at home studying for my finals, all the friendships which I had built during my teen years and all the serenity and peace which I had within myself.
Right now, I am trying to heal all the bruises which you have left behind. I can tell you that it is not an easy task to perform. I struggle with your thoughts everyday and the more I get further from you, the more you try to make me aware of your presence. Whenever I resist your orders, you try to put me down again, but listen I have grown accustomed to your behaviours and now I know how to pull myself back together without your mean help.
Your presence made me lose so much of this life. Family dinners, sleepovers at my friends, trips abroad, school life, everything. You were so selfish. You made me lose my strength, intelligence, courage and hope. All you wanted was to see me horrible until I decided to burn you down in hell. It was not and still is not, the easiest choice.
Today I am a stronger self, both physically and psychologically. I do not want you to destroy my hard work. I have started studying again, I am going out more often and am working on building my career. I fight to live rather than exist.........